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Behind Closed Doors

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Hidden meanings of my words,
Portrayed on plain white paper.
There is so much meaning to them,
The silent pleas that you should know.

I will put pen to paper and write until I can no longer,
I will write until all my worries are gone,
Until all my sadness is diminished.
Thoughts left unspoken, never to reach the person they're meant for.
My silent confession and only I alone know what they mean.
Only I will know who they are for.

Three years have come and gone,
You're no longer around but you're not forgotten.
I hope you become the best you can be.
You are amazing but gone.
I won't forget you but I won't dwell in the past.
And so, I close this door behind me.
Never again will I open it.
Good bye, my Friend.

Our meeting was inventible,
It was right and it was wrong,
The past meets the present and here I am wondering,
Why I love you so much.
And here I know, you will never be mine.
The pieces of my heart are mine to mend,
Never was it ever your fault but my own stupidity.
I believed in something that was never there,
And so, like a puzzle I'll put myself back together.
I don't know if I'll ever get over you but for now,
I'll close this door behind me.
It's time I let go.

You and I have known each other forever,
We were together but now we're just friends.
I can't stop loving you, you're just too amazing.
You're there and I'm here.
I have no right to care so much.
I won't stop you from being happy.
And so, I will bury those feelings.
I will close this door behind me,
So that we can be friends.

You have haunted me for years,
You are what I am afraid of.
I don't want to end up with someone like you.
I don't want to end up in that type of relationship.
You are the bad example that taught me to choose wisely.
You are what I will always strive to avoid.
Yet, I will not let you hurt me anymore.
I will close this door behind me,
No longer will I judge others because of your actions.

I traveled far to see you,
I met you online but god you were great.
You were gorgeous but oh, so obsessed.
I hated it, I came to see you and you were trapped in your own world.
And, before long I began to despise you, to hate you.
I know I hurt you and I'm sorry.
I will close this door behind me,
No longer will you be one of my regrets.

One, two, three, four, five.
I could go on, I could continue.
You are the most important five.
You are the ones always to be remembered.
You are the ones I will always care about.

And so, my words will be left silent forever.
You will never see this, never read this.
And, I'm glad because you don't need this burden.
I love you.
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